| "In
Dreams Begin" - the Reverend Alison Hyder
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January 2001 - the Unitarian Universalist Meeting House of Provincetown
Opening
words: compiled from the writings of Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.
Now
let us rededicate ourselves to the long and bitter-but-beautiful struggle
for a new world. This is the calling of the children of God.
We are called to speak for the weak, for the voiceless, for the victims
of our nation and for those it calls enemy.
We are caught in an inescapable network of mutuality, tied in a single
garment of destiny. Whatever affects one directly, affects all indirectly.
Never again can we afford to live with narrow, provincial ideals. Injustice
anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.
If we are to have peace on earth, our loyalties must become ecumenical
rather than sectional. Our loyalties must transcend our race, our tribe,
our class and our nation.
If we do not act, we shall surely be dragged down the long, dark and shameful
corridors of time reserved for those who possess power without compassion,
might without morality, and strength without sight.
True compassion is more than flinging a coin to a beggar; it is not haphazard
and superficial. It comes to see that an edifice which produces beggars
needs restructuring.
Human progress comes through the tireless efforts and the persistent work
of dedicated individuals who are willing to be co-workers with God.
Reading: by Henry Hampton, African American filmmaker, producer of
“Eyes On the Prize,” “I Dream A World,” and “The
Great Depression,” and member of the Arlington Street UU Church.
“I
am given to talking about dreams because dreaming separates us from other
animals, other life forms. I have a favorite line from a play I read years
ago, a Chaucerian drama. The line goes: ‘In dreams begins responsibility.’
And indeed it’s true. When you dream something, you can begin to
take it upon yourself, make it yours, change it. But you have to dream
it first. And the Unitarian Universalists don’t dream…You
have to think of the world as you would really have it. I don’t
mean wish it, I mean dream it. And sometimes I think Unitarian Universalists
wish more than they dream.”
Sermon: “In Dreams Begin” - Reverend Alison Hyder
I don’t
know about you, but when I wake up in the morning I rarely remember having
dreams. And the few that I do vanish like wisps of smoke by the time I’ve
walked downstairs. I try to hold on to them, but at best all I can remember
is one small scene, a sensation or a word. Maybe that’s because
they have no linear cohesion – there’s no plot line, and every
detail has about 14 meanings, and you always know someone is your mother
or best friend even though in the dream they look like the kid who used
to babysit for you in 3rd grade. On the surface, dreams don’t make
sense. At the same time, they can be profoundly moving.
Daydreams are another matter. If we don’t control them entirely,
we can at least alter them, add to their detail, rethink them and refine
them over and over, see ourselves being witty, courageous, and wise. As
kids, we imagined ourselves having magical powers, able to blow over bullies
with one big puff of breath, or fly around like Superman, saving lives
and righting injustices. But as we got older, most of us stopped daydreaming
and got on with reality. We dismissed the reality of the heart, which
knows – deeply, instinctively - a world where goodness prevails
and we feel needed and loved, in harmony with life’s purpose. We
forgot how to feel powerful.
Henry Hampton – a UU who worked at the Unitarian Universalist Association
for 5 years before founding Blackside Film company – said that Unitarian
Universalists wish more than we dream. Do you believe he was right? I
don’t like to think so, but maybe our doubts are too strong to ignore,
even in fantasy. In our desire to be inclusive maybe we have forgotten
how to focus. We don’t pretend to have all the answers – not
even in our dreams.
And then someone like Dr. Martin Luther King comes along with a vision
that is so profound, so clear and right that he pierces through all the
indecision, all the rationalization, all the evidence with the one true
fact of his authority. Here is a man whose dreams have power. And Unitarian
Universalists responded, then as now. In 1965 over 100 Unitarian Universalist
ministers from the Boston area alone, and countless other U Us from across
the country, answered his request to march in Selma. Those were our glory
days, when our call was clear. And King’s influence on U Us continues
to be strong.
Dr. King did not ignore reality. It’s hard to dismiss lynchings
and police dogs. But he transcended it with the strength of his vision.
He saw a future, detail upon detail, filled with individual faces and
great institutions, with acts of justice and nobility. He prayed peace
into his heart so that it became as true for him - and as immediate -
as his morning coffee. And Dr. King knew that by sharing his dreams, by
speaking them, they would grow larger and wider. He preached his dreams
into power, into the hearts of generations, even if he didn’t live
to see them fulfilled. He inspired love: people breathed it in with his
words.
Dr. King’s spiritual journey followed a similar path, from thought
to experience, from intellect to understanding. In 1958 King wrote:
In recent
months I have … become more and more convinced of the reality of
a personal God. True, I have always believed in the personality of God.
But in the last years the idea of a personal God was little more than
a metaphysical category which I found theologically and philosophically
satisfying. Now it is a living reality that has been validated in the
experiences of everyday life. Perhaps the suffering, frustration and agonizing
moments which I have had to undergo occasionally as a result of my involvement
in a difficult struggle have drawn me closer to God. Whatever the cause,
God has been profoundly real to me in recent months. In the midst of outer
dangers I have felt an inner calm and known resources of strength that
only God could give. In many instances I have felt the power of God transforming
the fatigue of despair into the buoyancy of hope. I am convinced that
the universe is under the control of a loving purpose and that in the
struggle for righteousness man has cosmic companionship. Behind the harsh
appearances of the world there is a benign power. To say God is personal
is not to make him an object among other objects or to attribute to him
the finiteness and limitations of human personality; it is to take what
is finest and noblest in our consciousness and affirm its personal existence
in him…” [Martin Luther King, Christian Century 77 (13 April
1960), revised from Stride Toward Freedom: The Montgomery Story, 1958;
reprinted in A Testament of Hope, pp39-40].
What I
think that King is implying here is that he envisioned his God into being
by taking the best of what he knew – the finest and noblest in human
consciousness that he felt in himself, that he saw and experienced in
others – and dreaming big. He “magnified his soul” until
he felt God.
I am not saying that Dr. King “made God up” or that what he
felt was an illusion. I think I’m saying the opposite. God does
not exist on paper, or in a book. I believe that it is only in our imaginations
that we can begin to sense how immense life is, and how complex. One of
the reasons that some people call themselves atheists is because someone
else told them who God is, defined the ineffable. God, the doubters heard,
is the vengeful judge of the prophet Amos, or the violent general of Exodus,
God is 3 persons but one God. God is all-powerful - and, they concluded,
fictional, if this world is any proof. None of these descriptions made
sense, so God must not exist. They were never allowed to dream God up
for themselves. They were told they had to fit God, and not vice versa.
God became an object, not an experience. Dr. King’s God became personal
because of King’s life, not his theology. He internalized his God.
King’s non-violent movement was more than just a political strategy.
It was based upon the core belief he shared with Mahatma Gandhi in the
need to act with integrity and dignity, and in the inherent worth of each
person - even those who despise you and oppress you. These men –
like Jesus, whose teachings they respected – taught that people
must live into being their vision of a just and peaceful community, working
from within themselves to change the world. “In dreams begins responsibility,”
an author wrote. The dream must begin in the hearts and actions of those
with vision.
Our sense of the world must be grounded in ourselves, built piece by piece,
out of our values, relationships, and ideals. Julius Lester was teaching
Black Studies at UMass Amherst and quietly exploring his Jewish ancestry
when he was asked to speak at a religious conference. He says:
After
five days of listening to theological discussions, I am ready to become
an infidel. I do not belong among religious professionals – ministers,
teachers and seminarians – who can’t talk without quoting
Bonhoeffer, Barth, and others with whom I am not familiar. I wonder if
they lack their own words because they have not experienced God. Tell
me about you, I want to yell at them.
Eventually they do, but not with words, and not intentionally. I listen
to their emotions and perceive that they are people without hope, and
are thus in despair. They feel abandoned by God. This is not surprising
because their religion is a politicized Christianity. They think that
Christians are supposed to save the world.
What gives them the right to think they should change the world? And what
do they want to save the world from? Or for? Christianity seems to find
its raison d’être in good works – feeding the poor,
marching in Selma, giving money to Indians – all of which is fine,
but these are not things that atheists don’t do. But when “good
works” don’t change the world, many Christians fall into despair
and wonder, what’s wrong with the world? Nothing. The world hasn’t
changed since Adam.
I speak on the third day of the conference and tell them that there is
no hope, and as long as you think there is, you are saying that life is
only valid to the degree that one’s impact on the world is for the
good. The meaning of life is not found in the effect we have on the world,
or what we think to be the world. We are called to live our lives and
be instruments of God. We are merely human, curls on the waves, clouds
that billow at midday and disappear at sunset. As long as Christianity
thinks it should and can change the world, it will be nothing more than
a caucus in the Democratic or Republican parties. Christians want Jesus
to be president. I thought Christianity was supposed to be the alternative
to Caesar, so intent on its own virtue that Caesar would not be able to
withstand the intensity of its light. Christianity has become a wing of
Caesar’s Bureau of Propaganda.
…There is only one reason to be alive and that is GOD ALONE. The
human vocabulary should be reduced to those two words. [Lovesong: Becoming
A Jew pp 82-3]
Each of
us carries a piece of the truth within ourselves, wholly and inherently.
Lester is saying, I think, that we have to find God within and then be
who we are: not in order to force the world into changing to fit us, but
being the world we dream of having.
To find peace, or love, or compassion, we must first create it in our
own lives. Some people use forms of meditation, repeating a word or a
concept like “peace” over and over. Others, perhaps the more
visual, see scenarios, vistas, take themselves on an internal voyage of
discovery, imagining themselves overcoming difficulties or living their
values in a whole and sacred world. They create a vision of an ideal,
and experience it in their minds until it they can feel it as a physical
sensation. They mold their vision, but at the same time, it changes them,
enlarges and focuses them. Some people feel their dreams through acts
of creation, using color and form and movement to experience a power beyond
their own knowledge.
Many cultures believe that that is how the universe came into being. It
was first imagined in the creator’s mind. For the Australian Aboriginals,
this, the physical world in which we live, was made by the ancestors in
the Dreamtime. The dreamtime is the real world, a sacred world, and is
closed to us except in our dreams. According to Aboriginal belief, all
life as it is today - Human, Animal, Bird and Fish - is part of one vast
unchanging network of relationships which can be traced to the great spirit
ancestors of the Dreamtime. Certain humans can learn how to glimpse the
sacred world through special trances and visions. But it is all tied to
the land and read in relationship to geography and the animals who inhabit
it. So the Aboriginals consider themselves both of their environment and
responsible to it. They must treat it in ways that maintain ties to the
creative ancestors. They say:
The Dreamtime is the Aboriginal understanding of the world, of its creation,
and its great stories. The Dreamtime is the beginning of knowledge, from
which came the laws of existence. For survival these laws must be observed.
The Dreaming world was the old time of the Ancestor Beings. They emerged
from the earth at the time of the creation. Time began in the world the
moment these supernatural beings were "born out of their own Eternity".
During the creation of our world, the ancestors moved across a barren
land, hunting, camping, fighting and loving and in doing so shaped a featureless
landscape. Moving from Dreams to actions, the ancestors made the ants,
the emus, the crows, the possums, the wallabies, the kangaroos, the lizard,
the goanna, the snakes and all the food and plants. They made the sun,
the moon and the planets. They made the humans, tribes and clans. Each
could transform into the other. A plant could become an animal, an animal
a landform, a landform a man or a woman. As the world took shape and was
filled with species and varieties of the ancestral transformations, the
ancestors tired and retired into the earth, the sky, the clouds, and the
creatures who live within all they created. Everything was created from
the same source. Everything was created in our Dreamtime.
[website of the Aboriginal Art and Culture Centre, Alice Springs, Australia:
aboriginalart.com.au]
The Australian
Aborigines speak of jiva or guruwari, a "seed power" deposited
in the earth. In the Aboriginal world view, every meaningful activity,
event, or life process that occurs at a particular place leaves behind
a vibrational residue in the earth, as plants leave an image of themselves
as seeds. The shape of the land -- its mountains, rocks, riverbeds, and
waterholes -- and its unseen vibrations echo the events that brought that
place into creation. Everything in the natural world is a symbolic footprint
of the metaphysical beings whose actions created our world. As with a
seed, the potency of an earthly location is wedded to the memory of its
origin. The Aborigines called this potency the "Dreaming" of
a place, and this Dreaming constitutes the sacredness of the earth. Only
in extraordinary states of consciousness can one be aware of, or attuned
to, the inner dreaming of the earth. [Faces of the First Day: Awakening
in the Aboriginal Dreamtime, by Robert Lawlor]
The Dreamtime continues as the "Dreaming" in the spiritual lives
of aboriginal people today. The events of the ancient era of creation
are enacted in ceremonies and danced in mime form. Constant song chant,
to the accompaniment of the didgeridoo or clap sticks, relates the story
of events of those early times and brings the power of the dreaming to
bear on life today.
The Aboriginals’ dreams are also their responsibility to the ancestors
and the world they created, inherited through tribal story, tradition
and relationships. How do we discern, in our own lives, a guiding dream,
a narrative that can lead us into wholeness? For Martin Luther King, the
vision came out of intrinsic ideals and values felt from within. It was
not based in wild fantasies or in some cosmic Nirvana. His dreams had
himself and his abilities as the starting point.
Dr. King used his intellect to plan his strategies, but it was his principles
and character that gave them birth. But he also knew that he was part
of “an inescapable network of mutuality” and his dreams were
not for himself alone. He had to share them with others. His life was
based on relationships that transcended common divisions and loyalties.
He knew the world was one. And his dream motivated him to realize it.
And if not him, who? Martin Luther King accepted the responsibility that
came with his vision. Some people are born great, and others have greatness
thrust upon them.
As for the rest of us, maybe we can achieve greatness. In our dreams,
and in our world.
As we
pause for a few minutes of meditation, begin to ask yourself:
When I am challenged to dream about my ideal world, what do I really believe
and stand for? What principles stir me and motivate me? What would I be
like if I could make my dreams happen, right here where I am?
Let us
be silent together.
Closing Words: by Jonas Salk, the great researcher and scientist, who
developed the first polio vaccine.
“Your
dreams tell you what to do –
your reason tells you how to do it.”
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